“Coagulate” 12/29/01

coagulate
      12/29/01

coagulate emptiness
promising happiness
attaching your strings
inbetween things
screaming over and over and over
i’m never as sick as when i am sober
echoes of happiness that shine in your dreams
and factors that work to unravel the seams
are rolling like spheres down an incline of glass standing at borders and waiting to pass

      coagulate emptiness
      promising happiness
      assure me with skin
      miracle through sin
      closing my eyes and letting it go
      scathing the edge and tasting the blow
      fascinate

      obliterate
      shiver, convulse
      but give in to impulse
      push it away and take it back in
      hating to hate it but always give in
      coagulate emptiness
      promising happiness
      hanging by the strings you attach with your skin
      and once we would whisper about where we have been
      but now we keep screaming about where to go next
      and all that is left is hopeless and vexed
      fascinate
      obliterate
      shiver, convulse
      but give in to impulse
      and loss becomes victory
      when you get this low
      and what good is victory
      if there's nowhere to go.

dirtynumbangelboy
12/29/01

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